Hello everyone! I am a little behind on getting my Blog updated this month. We have been planning Little Mans 3rd Birthday Party. Oh how time flies It feels like yesterday we were bringing him home from the hospital. Oh what a Blessed day that was. God is so amazing. He never ceases to amaze me in the miracles that he lets come to pass.
No adoption news for us this month but we are just enjoying our Son that God has so blessed us with. We got him a new swing set for his birthday and he wants to stay outside all the time. We are having a lots of fun. We are so excited for the warm weather that is coming this week. We will be outside with our sunblock on. lol. Where do Little boys get so much energy? I so wish I had that much energy. I love it he keeps me going and he keeps me on my toes.
I am sure that everyone has been watching the coverage of Japan. I seen where a 4 month old little girl was still alive after days that they have been doing search and rescue they said they had heard so many sounds but never imagined hearing the cries of a baby. She was a doll all wrapped in a pink blanket. I told my husband that she looked just like an Angel. God has so much in store for that baby girl. I pray her mom and dad are still alive. I have been looking for a follow-up to the story on yahoo news. It just touched my heart and soul to see that baby girl.
During our Adoption Journey we have met a lot of Forever Friends. It is so nice to share our stories and I love to see our Adoption Journeys unfold by the will of God together. I found this amazing Poem today it touched my heart.
Oh my child, child of my heart.
There is so much to tell you, where shall I start?
I know you're out there, maybe even now.
I know that God will lead you to me, someway somehow.
I may never feel you kick or hear your heart beat for that first time.
But, from the moment that I hold you, there will be no doubt that you are mine.
Maybe even now, your birth mom is considering what to do.
I can only imagine what she is going through.
Maybe she is a child herself, with dreams yet to fulfill.
Maybe she is not ready for a little one, but I know she loves you still.
I know her heart must be breaking, and at night she cannot sleep.
I know if it were possible, it's you she'd want to keep.
On the other side, I am waiting here.
I can sense her love for you and also her fear.
I wish that I could tell her of all the sleepless nights,
of all the tests and procedures and the prayers that this time just maybe it would be right.
I could tell her of all the tears, of all the prayers I've had.
Of the times that I felt so lost, of all the times I've been sad.
I can offer a Mom to kiss away the hurt and tuck you in at night,
I can offer a Dad to teach you to play ball and how to fly a kite.
I can offer a home and a family complete with a Big Brother. Aunts, Uncles,Cousins,Mamaws and Papaws.
They are all waiting for you, and loving you from afar.
I will share my love with you each and every day.
I will tell you of the woman who loved you in every single way.
I will make sure that you know just the sacrifice she made.
And if you someday want to meet her,
I will never try to dissuade.
For without this special woman,
I would have never had the chance to love you.
My dream of being a Mom again, would have never come true.
So, please if you are out there.
Please know I care.
I know what a sacrifice you are making and I would never judge you, that would be unfair.
I am praying for you even now and please know from the very start.
This child will always be a part of you and a child
of my heart.
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Now that I have cried a river I am going to close by saying God Bless each and every one of you. Know that Everything happens for a reason and When God leads you too it He will see you through it. We love you all. Until next time. Please keep us in your prayers as we do you.
